| A good fuck? hardly... |
[16 Mar 2008|01:48am] |
you obviously do not know what exactly happened
probably 5 years ago...
she didn't mean the world to me
but she meant happiness in a crummy time
what happened happened..
and thats where it is
in the past
we don't talk about it
i was only 15
it doesnt matter
i was only 15
i thought things were rocky
i was only 15
i KNEW i wouldnt need her
i was only 15
GOD DAMN IT
its been about 5 years
you forgot your first fuck
so what makes you think
i remember this?
a one time deal
a relationship
turned to friendship
not a real
you matter
your my real
i want you to know
but thats something you dont
(know)
that era is erased
and more era's
will be replaced
not visually
but emotionally
i never told her i loved her
i never told her i cared
it was a young crush gone wrong
if only you understood
that i love YOU
i tell you i CARE
i tell you i LOVE
you are not just a young crush
your a young earthquake epicenter
that shakes the world
ive built inside my heart
i fucked up
never again will anything be revealed
what we do is behind our doors
i want to still call you my wife
and make things right
te amo
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| i have something amazing to say... |
[13 Oct 2007|12:30pm] |
| [ |
mood |
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 cheerful |
] |
| [ |
music |
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Placebo |
] |
i have the best girlfriend in the world...
she loves me
she has fun with me
she gets all worked up over other girls
she's beautiful
she has nice "features"
she has cute feet
she loves to laugh
she's loud
she likes my butt
she likes my music
she is supportive of what i do
she likes who i am
she puts me in check
she likes to punch me (even though it does not hurt at all)
she likes my family
she likes to respect me
she loves to hug
she likes how i kiss
she calls me a "god" ;)
she likes to take pictures with me
shes open to new ideas
she's not a christian
she likes halloween
she's a very good singer
everything she does is amazing
everything we are is amazing
i want her with me forever
the end...
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| today was one of those good ol' days... |
[10 Oct 2007|08:55pm] |
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mood |
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cheerful |
] |
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music |
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oldies? |
] |
the day today
was the kind of day
you wish today was
no worries
to worry...
just experiences
to experience
good job to myself
and a pat on the back
i greatly deserve...
with all the hot water
stirring
i decided to remove the
spoon
don't give a fuck i say
and people can talk
all they want...
cause when its time
to walk the walk
that is something you
you will not do is
[talk]
on the flip side...
CROWNBOOKS [the store]
is lonely
and opera is loud
coffee is good, when
its half its strength
and a piece of night
with the one i love
is lovely like her
...till the next one my friends
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